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After some time, I had only made plans to meet people but didn't get anywhere. My problem was that I was very specific about what I was looking for and I was very lost in the dating world. I had been married for almost 10 years and out of the dating scene since I was 21. I met only one person outside of the Internet and they became my friend, but nothing else transpired. I was just not cut out to cheat. It just wasn't something I was into, so I shut open marriage down, and closed the marriage up.

So I started to try and fulfill my desire to be with the same sex in a different way. That's when I decided to go to more strip clubs and find love in the arms of beautiful strangers. At first I was nervous to go to these types of places but over time it grew on me, in fact it became addicting and normal. I did not have the funding to do these kinds of things but I was frequenting these places all the time, every chance I got. Discovering new venues, and picking my favorites. When I went I took my time with my singles, I was choosy, I only spent money on lap dances when a certain pretty face spent some real time with me on the stage and showed me some personality. I never went alone, always with friends or my husband. I stopped going with my husband after awhile tho because of the jealousy I was feeling. This was my thing and my husband was honing in on it, it took the fun out of it for me, unless we were going to get a dance together I was not ok with it. I frequented clubs for years, never grew tired of it until 2016.

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